Friday, December 16, 2005
part1
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Am going KL tomorrow...
will i be havin fun?
i hope so...
some events that turned out shitty..
tell you what... an idiotic sec 3 boy can called my mom asking y they cant be together...
even if my mom and me and everyone else dont approve of it... he got guts man... guts i tell ya... its either dat boy ( i say boy bcos bloody young compared to my age group. yes im 24 years old) is thick skin, or he have no fear or be damn well liking her that he have the guts to call that same night i forbid her to have any relations... but what ure doing is shunning away. bunga. its not worth it i tell ya. not worth the 8 yrs... just bcos of this.
well whats done is done. and im still waiting. even the ARMY teach us army guys to go thru proper channel. By not following protocol has its consequences.
part 2
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am going Kl....
4 days....
with family...
well.. today... had a bit of shock... hehe
pinjam camera..
wanted to go up if ure ok with it..
if ure not ready.. its ok then..
well... gave her 'presents'..
something to look and listen upon while im gone..
dono whether i shud put it up here...
cos i want her to be the ferst to see and listen to it.. hehe...
well .. by the time u read this... i may be in malaysia already... i am gonna miss you a lot... will try to get in contact with ya...wait for my safe return ok? :)
things to buy:
1) a watch
2) t shirts
3) some things to buy back home
4) maybe a bag to put stuff back home
5) traditional malay songs recordings( for my research)
6) some accessories
7) toys?? hehe
8) a lil bit of something for her
*family members who is reading, esp my elders.. cukop lah tu... ive been hearing all those pot pet about study ferst and werk then do all these things.. and i had enuff.. at least i didnt give u all these troubles when i was young. I know where im going with this and i know my priorities. at least i have a diploma now Alhamdulillah and going towards my degree... Insyallah i will not sia siakan my studies and also sia sia kan anak orang... to the younger ones... korang jgn nak report report kat CNN pulak... korang pon sama... STUDY!!!! at least get a tertiary education!! jgn hidop meleret abiskan kopi, gula dan beras kat rumah...
*to my frens who are readin this... this is not a goodbye forever post.. khakahkah.. im just goin KL... will be back on 19th Dec... maybe some of u all already know.. maybe some of u all dont... well... hehe ;P .... ada apa apa event meh meh ajak~ hehe...
*to u... i am sorry for just now.... i know i know... shud have asked u abt the cam beforehand.. will make it up to them one day... :)
enjoy the song~
dedicated to you...
Rindu - lagu dan lirik oleh az
bila saat waktunya
kau ada di sisiku
terasakannya cinta
memenuhi tubuhku
oh sayangku
kehadiran kasihmu
kejujuran padaku
membuatkan ku rindu
di siang dan malamku
chorus:
cahaya matamu
aku rindu selalu
senyuman cintamu
terukir di hatiku
akan ku bina mahligai kasih
bersamamu
menuju kota cinta sejati
denganku
kita bersama saling menyinta
dan merindu
cahya matamu aku rindu
selalu....
Written in Black n White,
n my watch says 12:03 AM