Saturday, November 18, 2006
well.. i finished one ICT already.
it was a nice experience.
saw lots of colourful characters.
some are kilat, some boh chap, some apeks, and lots more.
well... im just happy that i dont get to be posted to some siow on reservist unit.
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am very frustrated.
saddened and hurt by whats thrown to me.
but what to do lah kan... its people's opinion..
and the ever constant questions that i myself dont have answers to...
if it happens, it happens... if it doesnt, it will still happen sooner or later right??
no matter what happens, it will still happen mah...
so y so kanchiong???
im bored.
really am.
everyday its about the same old thing.
and being stuck at home doesnt help either.
i may have yak yak about same stuff too.. but as far as i remember,
i tell different stories.
its like reading a nice book at first...
eg, reading little red riding hood.
the first few times reading it... its enjoyable.
but imagine reading little red riding hood every day and up to a point u remember everything
and knows what happens by heart.
imagine, now after knowing the story, someone reading the same old story to ya. frustrating rite?
yeah... dat is how its like.
but still i listen to the story.
yearning to hear something new...
hoping that the story will have a twist..
wishing for a different variation to it...
well... life still goes on...
and im still the same ol me....
fat and ugly me...
at least ppl dont chase after fat and uglys..
nanti susah pulak kan?
apa apa lah eh... malas nak fikir..
bye
Written in Black n White,
n my watch says 11:34 AM