Friday, May 11, 2007
its been 3 days since work. today i woke up with a gout attack... so i took MC.
its a tough work environment for someone like me..
imagine setting up equipments for like 5-6 functions in a day. and tearing down those equipments once they finish.
its like once i set up a function room... then after a few mins, need to tear down from another room.
i had to run here and there... carry stuffs here and there...
never ending...
well... i think its not worth working there since the pay is peanuts and the job scope is physically demanding. its ok.. i will try get another job...
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its been 6 days since it happen..
ive been tossing and turning every night...
sometimes tears just well up thinking of the memories..
sometimes u gave me a ray of hope... but then after that you diminish it ..
when u gave me those small little hope, it made me feel suddenly calm and happy and a rush of emotions flowing through me..
but then those hopes were put down..
im confused..
but i sure want things back to the way it was.
i cant live without it...
help...
Written in Black n White,
n my watch says 12:03 AM
