Sunday, July 22, 2007
i woke up today in a jolt.
i had one of the most terrible nightmare ever in a long time...
a nightmare that had a mixture of scandal, a fight, rejection and anger.
but oh well... its just a joke for some.
in a confused state of mind, i went out to Kaplan...
went there a bit early.. ok a lot early..
i just have to leave home and forget about dat horrible nightmare...
but as i am typing this blogpost, the nightmare still haunts me a bit...
what was disturbing is, i can still remember dat person's face.
the way they wanted to kiss...
the way they went a bit overboard with the physical contacts in front of me..
the way u told me he is ure this and dat in that nightmare..
the way he taunted me as if I AM the one that is wrong...
and the look on him when i beat him to a pulp...
but hey its just a nightmare.. but then agn, ppl say dreams and nightmares have some connection in the real world.
if there is anyone out there who can tell me the meaning of this nighmare, pls get in contact with me and i will tell u the whole story..
i seldom have nightmares... and this is like once in a blue moon...
damn i still cant forget that bugger face while im typing this...
whats more disturbing is, its just a joke.
i dono y... but i have this heavy air around me the whole day...
and i dono y... i cant seem to get compassion from the ppl close to me nowadays..
oh well, in the words of the late Kurt Cobain: "Well, whatever, nevermind.."
Written in Black n White,
n my watch says 9:56 PM
